I have been caught in a bit of a loop here recently. I have been distracted, detatched, and in a bit of a funk; not so bad that I need professional help and "happy pills", or an intervention or anything, but just not myself. I find myself thinking of times past and old friends I've lost touch with. I find myself saddened by things I have no control over. I find myself missing loved ones who have gone. I have been saying things to people that I connect with every day, like I might not have the chance tomarrow. I've lost my appetite. Even my beloved PBR holds no interest for me now. My sleep cycle is off and I don't enjoy coffee like I used to. I take a walk and it seems like I have someone else's legs. I just feel a little out of kilter. I feel old, and I'm not. I think of silly mistakes that I have made and feel a deep sense of regret. I find my emotions just a little less than skin deep. I waffle between cranky and introspective. I don't know, maybe I just need more bran.